it hurts, [hyde]

[leiv amirmoez]

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It had been too long…too long for Leiv to even handle himself. He couldn’t break the depression that flashed in his mind suddenly. Yet, the young prince had no clue why this sadness even came to him. It reminded him of the time he had lost his friend…his former master…his former love. The pain in his heart wouldn’t stop aching! Each beat, it seemed as if there was a long pause before it sent another beat through his body. He moved his hand up toward the strings of his blue sweatshirt. One thing you can always count Leiv for was that he always showed his emotion somehow. This time, it was simply in the color he wore. Sighing, the prince shook his head before glancing over to one of the many bars of the place. Maybe getting drunk would help the pain ease for a bit…no?

ooc: hahaha. short...and crappy. but I want this to be quick and moving before ya leave. ^^

[hyde]

Hyde was walking at a slow, pleasant, pace. He felt a little bored on such a quite night like to night. As usual, he had his normal green outfit on and a freshly lit cigarette hanging from the corner of his mouth. His hair was pulled back with a thin string and his glasses reflected the glow of the moon. Hyde stop for a moment to let a puff of smoke into the air when something blue caught his eyes. He grinned with an amused thought, Who do we have here? Hyde let go of his cigarette and walked over it to put it out before silently walking up behind the boy in blue. He wrapped his armed around the boy’s small frame and bent down to whisper into the young boy’s ear, Why so sad, my little Leiv? Then Hyde leaned in even closer to bury his nose into the crook of Leiv’s neck, inhaling the young boy’s scent that he had miss so much…

Occ; Short and sweet

[leiv amirmoez]

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The strong scent of cigarette smoke was all he could take in for a moment or two. Of course, Leiv couldn’t help but cover his nose to block the smell. It wasn’t that he wasn’t use to it – after all, he’s been around for years and years. However, he just didn’t feel like getting high off of secondhand smoking… Smoking wasn’t something he favored anyway. He glanced up at his visitor in green as arms wrapped around his small body. Smiling for a second before putting on his stubborn look, he moved his hand up to take Hyde’s cigarette…but paused as the man in green moved his nose into his neck. His words lit up Leiv’s mood a bit; as the tone of Hyde’s voice always does. “Hey Hyde… I’m a bit depressed ‘cause I was remembering something from my past. Don’t worry about it.” The prince fell silent as the night breeze wisped the smoke of the cigarette in the opposite direction. Taking in a deep breath, he leaned back into Hyde. I’m simply looking for comfort…what’s wrong with that?

ooc: meep...crap. XD

[hyde]

As he listen to the young boy speak, the corners of Hyde’s lips tugged downward into a small frown, but just for a moment before the young boy lean back into him. Leiv’s action caused Hyde to grin once more and take in another lung full of the young boy’s scent before pulling back to whisper into his ear again, Oh is that so? I won’t, my dear Leiv… Hyde raised his right hand to the young boy’s face, with the backside facing toward Leiv, and began to stroke Leiv’s cheek with the backside of his hand. Leiv… Has that body-guard of yours run off and left you alone again? He whispered with a gentle tone and a gentle smile… Hyde shown, what a lover would have shown in concern. He did truly hate see Leiv like this and he hated how his body-guard has became careless enough to leave Leiv alone like this. Hyde smirked with a idea that had popped into his head… Hey, Leiv… Can I give you a kiss? As Hyde asked, he leaned in close enough to feel the warmth of Leiv breath on his lips. He still kept stroking Leiv’s cheek.

Ooc: It's fine Fate

[leiv amirmoez]

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“Good…” His voice cracked a bit as he said the word. Leiv wasn’t sure about hiding his past from everyone anymore. It felt like he was lying to all those he loved and kept close to his heart. Maybe it was just something he had to learn or maybe if he could talk to someone about it this pain on his heart would ease. Either way, he didn’t want to risk the chance of being chained up again. The thought made him shiver…every time he thought about the chains around him; he would feel as if sanity’s doors were closing up on him. He could see the eyes of a beast staring back at him with cold eyes…eyes that had been hurt with sorrow. It seemed as if he was looking at his own soul. But he knew he wasn’t the only one that had to deal with the pain of this. Everyone who had been with him that night must have either felt pain whenever they thought about it or they left sanity long behind…he knew that, but he couldn’t help the selfish need to be comforted. Leiv relaxed once he came back to reality. Hyde was with him…there wasn’t any reason to be thinking about such a dull, painful time of his past. Yeah…All I have to do is relax and stay with someone. Hyde helps me more often than I count him for. As Hyde spoke again, he twitched. The subject switched to his private bodyguard…Jarred. He didn’t really want to even think or say anything about him…the fact that they weren’t spending as much time as they use to together hurt him as well. “I don’t know where J-…Jarred is at the moment.” He answered quickly trying to stay off of the topic. However, the gentle tone Hyde had spoken in slightly calmed him. Leiv felt a reason for being there…he felt a reason to be alive. Just to stay and hang out with Hyde once in awhile was enough for him. If only he could tell the truth…if only he could voice out everything he wanted…than maybe this wouldn’t have happened. The depression…nothing! Or maybe if he just died only with his master… STOP WITH THE FREAKING SUCIDAL THOUGHTS! He shook his head and nuzzled back into Hyde a bit more. The next words Hyde said completely shocked the small prince. “W-what?!” His voice came out a little louder than he wished it would. A few people who were passing by paused and gave a surprised glance toward the two. “S-sure…” He whispered loud enough for only the two to hear.

ooc: ehehehehe. Fate is finally coming back! I swear I didn't mean to make this so...good and longish.